Last night made me realize that i’m not ready to start anything with you. I honestly love spending time with you. I enjoyed staying up at night and talking and being open with each other. I couldn’t believe how easy it was to talk with you. I told you things that i haven’t talked about in years. I just really enjoyed that night with you. When we began talking about Reily and Altea, I realized I wasn’t fully moved on, and neither are you. And that’s just a recipe for disaster and heartache. I really like you, but its just not the right time. I’ll stay away from the house, and whatnot to make it easier. But yeah. I think when we’re both ready. When I’m ready, this could be something special. Trying not to sound dramatic. I swear. But matters of the heart and mind are never very safe. We’re swimming in dangerous waters, and i’m not prepared for that right now in my life. I need to concentrate on school, getting over Reily, getting my health back, and clubs. I need to work on myself right now. I enjoy you, and will always be intrigued by who you are.